new slang

There is something in the way that things fall into place so elegantly when there is a mess all around.

The car stops abruptly. She wipes away the tears of yesterday. He is trying to figure out just what happened upstairs and why she ran out of the house so quickly. He tells her that she deserves better and she simply agrees ad gives him a mediocre smile. But then she pauses and exhales the smokeof the new pack she bought. She lit two at once because she thinks it is poite and courteous to light someone else's butt. She also needed some extra toxic this morning She was ridding herself of another so she needed to substitute it with something else. Who can blame her? She has been on that old habit for way too long.

And it only took her a few years and a few heartbreaks to realize she was breaking his heart not hers. She never allowed herself to fully open her heart. This stranger. This cute, adorable stranger saw her beauty in all her pain and all in her face. Yet he made her smile. She would be okay. She would find a brighter picture to this horrible start of the day. Maybe he gave her a ride because he pitied her. But why did he compliment her? Maybe he kissed her because he felt sorry for her. But why did he kiss her so gently. Like she needed to be kissed that way.

Maybe she would never know. But she will find out. She wil find out how every moment comes a new beginning. And how everything is clear when she is totally obliterated with ignorance and confusion. That is when she can finally see how everything looks.

Theres something sweet about the south, yet my toungue is sour.

Charlotte North Carolina.



 Is nothing like Philadelphia and nowhere near close to New Jersey. Yet there are some times and places that make me feel content in the absurd new weather and the charm of the southern hospitality.
No one could ever deny how unique and awesome New Jersey is but noone ever said its a hazard for your health to stay in one place forever.

This is my first time I am exposing myself to new possibilities with no limits. Everything is like quicksand that is slowly growing to mold me into someting I am not quite certain what that is. I have met many random souls and many crazy creatures in this city. But its not home. home is a state of mind and I am lost. But okay

All things are possible..so you should dwell in the possibilities

The sun is kissing the earth.

Nature is singing a LoveLy Tune.
Birds and Bugs break the silence after the business of the day..

New faces were placed in new minds.
New plataues, new destinations are to be expected.
And some that can't be left behind.


John Lennon was quoted to say "Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans." If that is the case, then why do we waste so much time planning for the unexpected, the future, the ups and downs. Why do we forget to enjoy the time we waste enjoying the minor moments that we will be surely saddened when it is all said and done.


 

can a butterfly be beautiful with broken wings?

Its very frightening to know that you mean the world to someone else. And that miles away there is a secret you keep that noone will ever know. And the one moment you believed loved could truly be real, you simply are stuck with a realization that everything beautiful is always, always broken. And in some twisted, comforting way, thats how it should be.

lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking off her clotes, but its better if you do.

why worry about yesterday wen you look fabulous today?










betty boop knew how to have a good time and always got whact she wanted. It would be amazing if someone can just draw the next scene of my life and throw me in the landscape with  cute red dress.
I'd be one bad ass cartoon bitch

This city is for strangers, just llike te star is for the skies

Do you heart that, can you feel your heart trembling?
Regal hues ascending as the leaves fold on the ground.
The snow is melted away. The stars are ready for departure, signifying the morrow sky's beauty.
The time that is possessed is merely borrowed.
So with a miniscule moment, Smile Steady.

Inhale the intense, intoxicating atmosphere

Time is ever fleeting. Embrace, Indulge, Enjoy.