The ball was always in my court, I wish I knew how to catch.

I said i was about to dive into the ocean.

But I found a river that has no end.

So I figured I float foolishly on and feel fancy on this decor of temptation"


The moon sprinkles shiny kisses at the river.

She shakes her hair and waves it in front of his face,

He wishes she did not ruin her heels. But she could always get more.

You only get one tonight. He did not want her to not look at him the way she does.

He laughs and covers his soft freshly shaved face.

"What, do I have something on my face".

"No but you are shaking. I did not plan for a midnight swim"

She whimpers and apologizes apathetically.

He grabs the lower end of her back with his hands. He thrusts her toosh and gives a tight squeeze.

He relieves  her numbing chills for a little while.

This is not a bad type of medicine.

Hell water can even kill you. Might as well swim before you sink. Maybe you can float.

honey have you wept?.., your eyes look weary. i can never tell the brown leaves them a dark mystery

Red is a very seductive color.
No wonder the wicked witch wanted her ruby shoes.
The rather  startling beauty that captured her eyes captured such passion in such a hurry.
No wonder this woman couldnt keep this prized possession. The aggression she illuminates in her eyes as she is stumbled to noticed the girl with the bow in her hair has trespassed and taken something that she didnt even know anyone could possibly want. But the shoe fit. And it complimented her blue dress..

So she would try and figure out the answers, follow that road and ask as many questions. The Wizard might not have the answer. But he will sure as hell give me a ride. Oh hey there you want to come for a ride?

The girl thought she needed a diamond. But there are many gems ands stones in this world. Explore all different elements.  Maybe you have to find to search for the strength and the courage that lies within a strong miniscule ruby. Maybe you will feel blue till someone finds thats passion of red flowing inside you.

Jewels are very desirable and makes a girl feel pretty. All the rare ones are harder to find. It is easy to find a pre cut rock. But if your going for genuine quality, then you may have to search trails that can lead you even China.

Luck is hard to hold on to. Good or bad. The Stones said goodbye to Ruby Tuesday. They know she could not be held on tightly for to long. It is sad but She will dance and sing to another song.

She didn't think it was bad she had these ruby slippers. She just did not want to be stuck in Kansas. Can you blame her?

Sure sure, whatever you say. uh huh no I get it it is for good I know

They are all laughing like they heard the same song on the radio more than 100 times. But this time when everyone keeps laughing and giggling away to see what I will do next.  Predictibly being unpredictabe can have good and bad perks.

For starts all he does is spew at some felicitous w0rds that I am annoying him. Almost, he is tuning me out because he has been through the long goodbyes. He is predictably going to have a woman very shortly and one to keep the bed warm. That I am not surprised of.

what is the jaw dropper my darlings? what is the reason i am expressing this story of a girl who predictably goes back to the boy she thought would be one of her great ones? why does this foolish silly girl continue to think he truly did tried to keep her heart safe.

But she didn't predict he laugh and then walk away. She never thought he would pretend she meant nothing. She never thought we would think she is just like another girl.

So maybe I am just a girl. A girl with a heart who kept it hidden. And maybe I was scared it would break. But luckily she knows how to be unpredictable.

his eyes will fade. the heart will heal

This was

new slang

There is something in the way that things fall into place so elegantly when there is a mess all around.

The car stops abruptly. She wipes away the tears of yesterday. He is trying to figure out just what happened upstairs and why she ran out of the house so quickly. He tells her that she deserves better and she simply agrees ad gives him a mediocre smile. But then she pauses and exhales the smokeof the new pack she bought. She lit two at once because she thinks it is poite and courteous to light someone else's butt. She also needed some extra toxic this morning She was ridding herself of another so she needed to substitute it with something else. Who can blame her? She has been on that old habit for way too long.

And it only took her a few years and a few heartbreaks to realize she was breaking his heart not hers. She never allowed herself to fully open her heart. This stranger. This cute, adorable stranger saw her beauty in all her pain and all in her face. Yet he made her smile. She would be okay. She would find a brighter picture to this horrible start of the day. Maybe he gave her a ride because he pitied her. But why did he compliment her? Maybe he kissed her because he felt sorry for her. But why did he kiss her so gently. Like she needed to be kissed that way.

Maybe she would never know. But she will find out. She wil find out how every moment comes a new beginning. And how everything is clear when she is totally obliterated with ignorance and confusion. That is when she can finally see how everything looks.