always remember to have a cup a tea. always read expand your mind. if smoking calms you down so be it. and always sit in some solitude to figure out whats stirring in that mind of yours. Its a new day soon. but live in the moment don't cling to a thing is when you can be happy. Don't try and look in the mirror. cause when you look back at the reflection you might be scared what you see. you make think too much. get too down on yourself. how can you forgive yourself for what you have done to yourself or maybe others if you keep reminding yourself every moment of the day how horrible you are.
Or maybe you start your day with a hot cup of Joe. Maybe you prefer the light cream sugar in your cup. Maybe you are gentle like a lamb in March. Maybe you enjoy an iced latte, with the foam and an extra shot to give yourself that extra edge before starting the chaos of another day.. Either way we all enjoy different things in life and worry more than we let others know
She suddenly ran into the bathroom. She washed the distress and anxiety off her face. With hear attempts fof findin comfort and sollitude she mumbles to herself in a worrisome tone..
"i cant trust cause once i turn my back the knife will be thrown directly in my spine. directly though my heart. my blood and my wounds will be visible for all to point and laugh. the joke will be on me. my soul cannot dance to the rythm i play in my head for anyone to see. for noone can quite see what i do. and what if they do? they will steal my thunder, steal my soul and ill be left with nothing, a loser without control"
The metal faucet pours out hot water to numb and hurt her all at once. She could not remove her skin. What's inside is hurting her even on the outside. She could have swore things were going her way. She thought noone can push her off cloud now. Now she is only wondering who is on the clouds. She is only dreaming about fastfowarding life to quickly get it all over with. But then she batteles with herself should she figure a way to rewind and freeze a moment so she can be content forever.
She gathers the tools that can tranform her from looking horrible into being a hot mess.
The blow dryer gives her that shine and deceives everyone from knowing she slept almost a whole day.
Blush and mascara will do for now. She knows better to use eyeliner. She not good with waterproof makeup.
She not very good with goodbyes.
Or maybe you start your day with a hot cup of Joe. Maybe you prefer the light cream sugar in your cup. Maybe you are gentle like a lamb in March. Maybe you enjoy an iced latte, with the foam and an extra shot to give yourself that extra edge before starting the chaos of another day.. Either way we all enjoy different things in life and worry more than we let others know
She suddenly ran into the bathroom. She washed the distress and anxiety off her face. With hear attempts fof findin comfort and sollitude she mumbles to herself in a worrisome tone..
"i cant trust cause once i turn my back the knife will be thrown directly in my spine. directly though my heart. my blood and my wounds will be visible for all to point and laugh. the joke will be on me. my soul cannot dance to the rythm i play in my head for anyone to see. for noone can quite see what i do. and what if they do? they will steal my thunder, steal my soul and ill be left with nothing, a loser without control"
The metal faucet pours out hot water to numb and hurt her all at once. She could not remove her skin. What's inside is hurting her even on the outside. She could have swore things were going her way. She thought noone can push her off cloud now. Now she is only wondering who is on the clouds. She is only dreaming about fastfowarding life to quickly get it all over with. But then she batteles with herself should she figure a way to rewind and freeze a moment so she can be content forever.
She gathers the tools that can tranform her from looking horrible into being a hot mess.
The blow dryer gives her that shine and deceives everyone from knowing she slept almost a whole day.
Blush and mascara will do for now. She knows better to use eyeliner. She not good with waterproof makeup.
She not very good with goodbyes.
